Okay, okay I know, it hurts...but you just need to be patient and this too shall pass. Do not force things or ignore the limits now, you'll only make things worse. Impatience is in the air and anger is rising, and if we are not careful there is an "accident" waiting to happen.
If you hold the tension in, you might injure yourself; and, if you just let it out on another, you will harm someone who probably had little to do with the situation. You cannot "hold in", you cannot "act out"...what do you do? Remember, there is always a "third way", the path of understanding, which leads you out of your pain and into a newer, more integrated reality.
The pain you are feeling is merely a less than gentle reminder that not all things go as planned. Sometimes we face delays or resistance in order to stop, take a look and see why our way is "blocked". We need to examine if either where we are going is where we should go, or if we are getting there in the right way. So, life/reality/Saturn comes along and says, "Is that what you really want? Are you sure you can get there this way?"
At the end of July, we began a new cycle of Mars and Saturn. It was then that we started to take up a path of action to bring about some new aspect in our life/reality. Now, we face a choice that has been created by the limits formed by the very nature of our Saturn reality.
We always act within the limits imposed by Saturn. Though we have poured our self into a form in order to be something, at some point that vehicle, that form, that reality, is exactly what we must move beyond in order to keep moving in the first place. What once fulfilled us now has become a major obstacle to our greater fulfillment. But what is the nature of this challenge now?
The problem is that we are in our reality, which seems to be a given, something that is fixed for us. Somehow, we must move beyond the old form while we are still within it. In order to transform and transcend, we need to creatively combine Mars and Saturn, we need to choose the path of integration.
Mars in Capricorn wants to act with reference to and reverence for authority and power. If you have title, if you have the power, then use it. It is your duty to act authoritatively; it is your right to exercise power and control. You have the power, use it.
Saturn in Libra is "challenging" Mars to remember that the basis for authority and the exercise of power is legitimacy. Libra is about justice, and Saturn in Libra is about the rule of law. (That is why, in the chart of the USA, Saturn is in Libra at the very top of the chart. The principle embodied in our constitution is that the USA is a nation ruled by law, that no one is above the law and all are equal (Libra) before the law.)
Saturn is reminding Mars that the power exercised by any authority flows from the agreement, that is, it comes from and through the consent of the governed. The power we wield comes through us, and we must honor and serve the true source of that power. That means within any organization, local or national, political or private, we must always be sure that we are serving the needs of that group and not merely our own.
So, the question about power and authority before each of us now is "who or what do you serve"? Ultimately, of course, this is a spiritual matter, because any and all power is ultimately derived from the fact that we are all sparks of the divine, we are all one in Spirit.
The truer question then is do you understand that you are part of a glorious company of fellow beings who are all connected to one another in the greater life of Spirit? If so, then you will act in accordance with that and your power will be exercised with wisdom and justice.
The gifts of Spirit are many, but one of the most prized is patience. We need to be patient as we consider what is at the source of our anger or delay now. We will find that what we face is of our own making, we made this reality, this situation. So, we can change it too.
Step back from your anger and frustration; ask for help, and Spirit will answer. You will find that you are never alone; and the answer is that your journey and destiny has and will always be in your own hands.
The good news is that by acknowledging and acting with this understanding you can change your reality for the better. You do not need to fight, or retreat, you just need to choose to understand.